You Are My Only
by Beth Kephart
Laura Geringer Books, Egmont USA
Advance copy received on my Kindle courtesy of NetGalley
It’s kind of bizarre when you feel you’re the absolute last person to read a particular book …and the book hasn’t even been officially published yet.
Chalk this phenomenon up to being a book blogger, many of whom (yours truly included) get our kicks out of peeking at books before they hit the streets (or the e-readers). And in this particular case, you can also attribute this “everyone’s read it but me” feeling to the wide appeal and popularity of beloved (and immensely talented) author Beth Kephart.
|Beth Kephart (left) and me in May 2010, two Philly girls in
New York City, at the Book Blogger Convention
A brief sidebar and disclaimer: Beth has been someone (thanks to our shared Philadelphia connection) who has been on my literary radar for nearly a decade, beginning with her first book, A Slant of Sun. That’s a book that has become incredibly special to me, for many reasons. Quietly sitting on my bookshelf, it serves as a beacon of light, of hope. And over the past few years, that role has been transformed to Beth herself (through her books, her blog, her photographs, the snippets of conversation we’ve had online and in person), as she has become that ray of light, someone whom I have been so fortunate to get to know and to call a friend, someone who has inspired me as a writer, as a mother, as a person in the world.
With all this in mind, I celebrate my friend Beth today as her 13th book, You Are My Only, officially makes its way into this bright world. It is a world that is ready to receive it, judging from the acclaim You Are My Only has already garnered from bloggers and reviewers alike. Advance praise has been enough to push this novel into a second printing, even before publication day.
That’s a true accomplishment, a hallmark of a brilliant writer, and – make no mistake – You Are My Only is a novel deserving of all the praise it has received.
You Are My Only is the story of Emmy Rane, a devoted young mother who does what every mother has innocently done: leaves her baby unattended for the briefest of moments. On a still, bright day, outside in the yard while tucked snug in the branches of a tree swing, four month old Baby goes missing. The only trace of her is one single yellow sock.
You can see this unfold because we have all experienced this – a simple act that results in the shifting and forever changing of lives – and you can see this in the opening pages of You Are My Only because Beth Kephart takes you right there. You’re with Emmy in her moments of desperate terror (anyone who has ever had a child wander off, gone missing even for mere moments, knows this piercing anguish). You’re right there when Emmy’s emotionally and physically abusive husband is in her face, accusing her of being a bad mother by causing Baby’s disappearance through her carelessness.
From there, You Are My Only alternates between two timeframes and two points of view: Emmy Rane’s, as she endures the days and months after Baby’s disappearance, and Sophie Marks’ (formerly Baby) who is now 14 and living an always-on-the-run-from-the-No-Good life with Cheryl, the only mother she has ever known. Cheryl is protective, a waitress, a possessor of secrets and of knowledge about obscure topics (Archimedean solids, truncated icosahedrons – yeah, I had to look that up too; it’s a type of triangle, which is also an apropos symbol for this story) that she is determined to pass along to Sophie by way of homeschooling.
Yet there are other lessons that Sophie and Emmy learn throughout the course of this novel, which gets a infusion through the literary use of color (a Kephart distinction). Yellow is featured predominantly, through the dropped yellow sock left behind from Baby’s kidnapping. There’s a goldfinch, a yellow flip flop, references to Rapunzel’s golden hair, the bright rays of the sun itself.
It is no coincidence that Emmy’s last name is Rane; with the novel’s rain-streaked cover art and the appearance of yellow and sun throughout the pages of a story of a mother’s nightmare, Kephart shows her reader that there are always beacons of light who are with us in the darkest moments and corners of our lives. When we are physically and emotionally broken, a characteristic shared by many of the characters in this novel.
In You Are My Only, these rays of light come to Sophie in the form of her neighbors – sensitive, caring Joey and his delightful Willa Cather-loving, Toll-House cookie-baking, compassionate aunts. (The world would be a much better place – and I mean that in the most emphatic way – if everyone, particularly certain politicians, had an Aunt Cloris and Aunt Helen in their lives. Those of you who have read the novel know what I mean.) For Emmy, these beacons of hope come in the form of Arlen, a watcher of trains and greeter of the day.
The way in which this story unfolds for its reader is beautifully written, with Kephart’s signature lyrical prose infusing each page. But when one examines You Are My Only alongside of Kephart’s other young adult novels (House of Dance, Nothing But Ghosts, The Heart is Not a Size), all of which I loved for various reasons, there’s a quality about this one that makes it stronger than its peers.
Perhaps that is because You Are My Only is a story that reflects the times in which we live. While there have always been hearts-held-captive baby-gone-missing stories in our nation’s history (think Lindbergh, think Elizabeth Smart, think Jaycee Dugard) having this fictional one appear now brings a powerful message in these dark days of personal despair and economic uncertainty for so many. With You Are My Only, Kephart is saying that we have the strength within us to endure the darkness and break through into the light. It is a message that she personally knows well, and it shows – beautifully, triumphantly – in this novel.
P.S. This is Beth Kephart’s 13th book, and I own almost all of them. When I have several books by the same author, I usually shelve them in chronological order. However, with this, I’m breaking my own rule. This one will be taking up residence next to A Slant of Sun.
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